你把时间留给谁？

你把时间留给谁？
给周公。
给电视。
给家人。
给电脑。
给朋友。
给车子。

我把时间留给谁？
我留给你。

自做多情。

累，
很累，
很累很累。
真的很累很累。
我想是时候放下了。

我不要每天为了你而烦恼。
你不再重要，
对我而言，
只有自己开心才是最实际。

What a moody weekend.

Goodness, again,
feel so depressed now.
Whats wrong with me huh?

Thanks to Chemistry test.
heih..
Thanks to the HOT air-cond in Old library.
heih...

~ i have to admit that i am stupid...

I am stupid fellow

I am stupid fellow...
Damn stupid...
Super duper stupid...
Extremely stupid...

But I still love myself.
Love the way I am.

Argh.....

纳闷

我讨厌!!!!

今天,很期待.
等了两个星期,
可以回家了咯!

可是,事情总是那么巧,
为什么就是这样巧,
我那么久没坐巴士,
为什么就是今天.

今天, 又是自己去拿十公斤的水. （发现路越来越远，水越来越重）
今天,行李自己拿.
今天,晚餐自己吃.
今天,自己上巴士.
今天,自己一个人.
今天，该和谁挥手说再见？

讨厌这种感觉,
可是我没有选择.

为什么我每次都是自己一个人.

是我习惯了吗?
还是我没有选择性的习惯了???

Yeah, i am going back soon~

Dont know how to describe my mood now, really yearning, craving to go home.
I miss Dungun a lot!!!!
I have been staying here for 6 weeks after CNY break,

especially,
feel so lonely during weekend, whenever I see those what we so-called "PBSM" ,stands for Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu (as the name shown, i think i dont need to explain too much), i always ask myself to hold my tears and tell myself i am strong i wont cry.
and at night, sleep alone is another kind of torture.
but then now is the time to have a short break and recharge myself...
However, i can say it in another words, it is just shifting myself to another place to do all my assignments and project etc etc. lol. so many tests and quiz are waiting for me right after holiday...
so holiday is not holiday lah~
is homework-days....

But then at least i can say goodbye to the OILY OILY food in cafe......for only a week, sob sob...hehe....
and i can feed myself with yummy yummy homecook dishes...

Yeah, left about 27 hours then i will be going back, and reach my lovely home...
and now what i can say is one minute is too long for me, i cant wait to get myself home!!!!!!!!!!
Goodness!!!!!!!!

i LOVE u, WHY dON'T u just do the same????

I love you so much Mr.M
since last semester...
now, times has elapsed,

I always keep you in my mind,
during the class,
after the class...
wherever,
whenever.
I have spent so much time with you,
i know u knew it.

But why u just don't do the same like what i have done to you?
why don't you just love me?? is that hard?

You never let me happy whenever we have a date....
so cruel to me,
don't you know?

I have made so much preparation before the date.
But u always make me down, make me depressed..

Nevermind, with my determination and struggling,
i know someday i will be paid...

Love you, Mr. Mathematics~~~~

"Feng" $$ day..

Sunway pyramid. a familiar term for many people in INTEC.

for me, is my another home during weekend... haha

I am a nearly-bankrupt student,

I supposed to be staying at hostel to study for my biology test..

Thanks to ISS in Physics test,

made me feel that my life is engulfed by darkness...

so, i went to visit CIMB, then RM50 in pocket.

then, OFF to SUNWAY....with Vivien...

all in our well-planned budget..

I managed to spend only rm49.60...haha.not bad right?

RM 49.60 =Movie+ BBQ plaza +red box + bus ride etc etc...

RED BOX

we are the singers....lol

me, the singer for all kind of songs.haha

wanna act cute somemore, heih =.=

this is to moisten my throat to sing better (muka tebal)

BBQ PLaza

Boiling hot ya!!!!!!
Yeah, this is what we ordered, for only rm14 per person.

HOSTEL

finally this is my dinner: HOmecook Kuey teow soup plus egg...........my pocket left only rm0.40

i cannot survive....i have to pay for my decision.haha

Dog is no longer a DOG !!!!!

When dog is no longer a dog, do you know what i mean?

haha, ok, i will describe what means when a dog is no longer a dog....

Profile:

Name: Poppy Tan Siao Kao (known as Poppy)

Age: 3 months (but trust me, you won't believe she is only 3 months)
Gender: female (but what she does is totally not a female dog should do)

Hobby: EAT!!!!!!!! (all kinds of edible things)

Based on this photo, we might guess that it is a cute and charming and lovely dog.

Somehow, i found that she is not a dog at all based on what she has done and she has eaten.

Here is the evidences that will show you clearly how is when a Dog is no Longer a dog!

1. When the dog owner becomes the dog's mattress. so, this is what a dog should not do.

2. Guess what Poppy was eating with her nearly-pop-out eyes??





3. yea, yogurt....she was tasting the mixed-fruits flavour.

(I have never seen any dog eats yogurt before even we offer them to eat)

she can eat everything, garlic, potato, onion, vege, agar-agar etc etc...

so she is not a dog.

other than that, she loves to give me suprises to bright up my life.

she did a lot for me...

and i did this to her.......

hahahahahaha!!!!

(when crazy human meets crazy dog, so here is the spark among them)

well, i still miss poppy a lot!

i m going back soon...

see you my poppy.

Long Long journey

Math Math bioBio Phy Phy alalalalala
Going kisiao aldy.

SO many things to do!
Tests, quizzes, lab reports, presentations, projects....etc etc
Lol, i got only 2 hands 2 eyes, 2 ears, and not to forget my tiny and stupid brain...(supposed to have only 512mb space,hahahaha!)


nvm, i am STRONG enough!
I am really Strong enough!

but, Yeah, today i ate chicken rice, yummy, char siew pao, yummy yummy!

Bad mood_saturday

Saturday,
the day for tears.
It is kinda a torture to be staying in hostel during weekend.
I suppose to go out today and enjoy my weekend,
well, i didn.
due to many reasons la, so headache now.
Now fighting with math,
later i will kill biology.

Heih,
tmr will be sunday my goodness.
another day for suffering again.

Homesick now.
Miss my dad,
miss my mum,
miss my bro...
I will be going back next two weeks. yeah!

And i miss someone very much right now, but i think that person doesnt know, perhaps.

Goodness i miss my long hair....So much!!!

I am dreadfully missing my long hair that i kept so long once upon a time....

Now with my short hair, i found that i miss my long long hair so much.

but then it is too late to feel regret, what can i do?? I have made my hair become so short! oh no, too impulsive, dont know wat i was thinking tat time. T.T

with long hair

(just demonstration not showing 自恋照ya)

we can make a BUN

or

leave it this way

or

act cute, perhaps.

or

act fair lady

or

we can make it a bit "senget"

we can make辫子

WITH SHORT HAIR

this is the only ones
Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm, at least i can save my money for buying shampooooooooo.........

O cheh O cheh

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry to myself


I have always got some problems in taking care of myself.
Well, many people might know what i am talking about.
I can make my thigh

my hand


my leg


my knee


my ankle


or even fingers O Cheh frequently.


Other than that,

I found that i always have my foot and hand TERSELIUH, also quite frequent.
Even the shoe i am wearing is not high-heeled,
but i still manage to get myself tumble...T.T and somemore there is no any obstacles on the way i am walking. =,=

Scratches and wounds can be found everywhere on my hand, my leg.

and bleeding is no more news.

So, i am CLUMSY

But i promised to myself not to get hurt so frequent and try my best to take good care of myself.





Hehe
Here is the evidence, i get the O CHEH when
i was mopping floor.

Friday-Saturday-Sunday

FRIDAY!

Shuang!!!!!!!!

The day that i loved the most.

Class ends at 12pm.

Then rush like a mad person just to board on the FIRST bus to get out from school,

and to make myself home (hostel only lah)as soon as I can.

Haha,friday friday friday.

enjoy my beloved friday...

Must-must

~Take a long long nap with my nearly-rotten-geli-blanket

~Online(Yo, what i am exactly doing right now-blogging )

~Movie(cinema la of course)

No-no

- BOoks (say goodbye first)

-assignments,lab report etc etc

but then SATURDAY will be totally different....

T.T

2nd....

Ok, my 2nd post is posted after 2 weeks of my first post, walao, how fast the time flies huh.

Well now my life is totally filled with a lot of tests, quizzes, assignments, lab reports...

Even teruk, now i have to be accustomed to having tests at night!

quite novel for me, and i have tried the first time on tuesday, what the &@$%#%$&@%@&!

But then i always try best effort to get myself online and at least make myself to get into contact with my friends...

Otherwise, i am like living alone in an isolated area. T.T

well,

Life here is not that easy.

Sometimes, I found myself is standing on the edge of crumbling...

somehow, i found that i am stronger than before.

At least I have learnt how to be consistent not to gv up everytime i fail to achieve what i wanted so much...

I want to be strong because i want to success, because i have a dream ,a will to be achieved!

I want to make my dream no longer a dream.....

So tommorow i still have to wake up at 630am, and repeat the routines i always used to blame so much, but life is still life, so no choice then make tmr a whole new day!

HooRay For my First blog

Hooray for my first blog...Really first in my life...
Finally, i have made myself to own a blog in 2009,
and you know, i have yearned and craved so long to make myself to own a blog,but always being procrastinated due to many bla bla bla reasons la~

And right now, i hope to share the things that happen in my life~
but i am just wondering and besetting by a question: who will be my readers?? Perhaps,myself? It sounds pity. T.T

Hope and pray that i got at least some spare times to update my blog, just like leisure activities .Well, i am a newbie in this field, quite looking forward to what i can explore from this.haha~

2nd post, i hope it will be borned soon.